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Ramblings of my life.

hello dolls! i should be sleeping right now but my silly behind decided to take a nap at 9pm and now i'm wide awake doing homework and reviewing notes for my classes in the AM.. (bad idea) but anywho i have been super busy as always just trying to get on top of this school sh-t.. I'm three classes away from my Associates Degree so i'm happy about that then it's back to school for me after that.. just trying to stay on top of things.. school is beyond stressful with work on top of that, so i'm trying tokeep my head above water. this wk.end was fun!! it was indeed much needed. friday night after work i came home and waited for my sis and her best friend to come get me so we could go out we ended up going on the strip bar hopped and just enjoyed each others company, dancing and laughing it was a great night! sat. i went downtown to watch the Sabres playoff game unfortunately they lost but they played their heart out but all in all it was a Great game after that me and mom dukes went to the casino and i won me some money! which is always good lol. then later on Mickey's Father stopped by i haven't seen him since my birthday party which was in december so when he knocked on the door i was shocked! it was sooooo good seeing him he reminds me so much of his son and it just makes me happy being around him, we started talking about mickey and how he use to always walk in my house and the first thing he say is "where jazz at" my sis use to be like ok can we get a hi or something dang! LOL I miss that boy so much i still can't believe its been almost 5 months since he has been gone, i really think about him every single day and everything i do i do it for him and i know he would be so proud of me. we all went out dinner and drinks before we went to the movies to see  Death at a funeral on sat. night Mickeys father wanted to treat us which i thought was pretty nice, him and mom has been best friends for years and since me and my sis were 1 yrs. old they use to always take us to the movies and what not and it was good to be around great people and have a nice conversation. sunday i went to church which was so needed, i'm getting closer to him and it feels amazing he is touching my life in so many ways and i have every reason to thank and praise him so i'm trying to get back to going every sunday again. I'm changing in so many ways & it feels good.

ily

this is my life.

Hello my loves!!! i have been M.I.A from this blog :-( I honestly have been so busy with school & work that i barely even use my computer unless its to post stuff for my internet course or something half the time i'm on FB from my BlackBerry or whatever.. but i miss you guys i just got finished catching up on everyones blog and what not... life has been very interesting and pretty good my way. just livin' like each day is my last. I'm on spring break as of today or should i say as of yesterday..  so i'm happy about that, i need a break from school but i'm still working everyday except for wk.ends but this coming friday i'm off of work for the first time in two months due to good friday =) so i will be spending the day with mom dukes & my titi at the movies & going to happy hr. for some drinks... I'm debating if i'm going to North Carolina  4/30/10 for one of my close friends/brother Graduation, he's graduating from Johnson C. Smith college with a degree in business!!!!! I'm so happy for him!! but the tickets time wasn't working with me all the times said 6:30 am on sunday but i need to leave sunday night to come back to buffalo because i have class that monday which is my math of dosage class and you can only miss 3 days even though i haven't miss any but i prefer to be in class because we only meet on mondays and i just need to be there... so i'm still trying to figure out if i'm going, i want to because i want to see him graduate and plus my best friend manney lives there and i haven't seen him since last june when i went there for his bday & i miss him so much so it will be good if i do go. i just hate the prices goes up when you put the the requested time for the fight in your self it was like $219 with their times but my requested times went up to like $288 i was like wtf.. thats a big jump & i refuse to pay that much for a wk.end  lol. i should of just been purchased my ticket instead of waiting for the last min. but we shall see.. well i hope everyone is doing well!! i love you guys!

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