Recap of this wk.end

so.... nothing went as planned for me this wk.end but sometimes thats just how life works right?. Friday i went to work as usual and after i went to one of my close friends mother birthday party at this bar  which turned out to be a great night and nothing but laughs and some great memories. sat. i woke up waaaayyyy to early for my liking being i'm not a morning person by any means to go to one of my best friend's basketball game at the gus smacker, his game was at 8:30 am and the boyfriends lil sis game was at 12 so i was up there for a while but i finally met his mother she was already the sweetest to me when i would be on the phone with him or when he was with me and she called but that lady is absolutely a-m-a-z-i-n-g and her mand my mom hit it off and were talking like they have been best friends for years lol. later that day i ended up coming home after spending half of my day watching basketball games and seeing old faces from high school & catching up with a few people the boyfriend stopped by over here and we were just watching t.v and talking when he got a phone call from his mom saying his grandmother just got rushed to the hospital so he asked me if i wanted to come or just wait until he comes back i ended up staying but as soon as he left i kept saying "damn i should of went" and he txted me and said it wasn't looking so good so i said F it i'm going to the  hospital being i should of went in the first place but i had sweats on and just was in my laid back mood but something kept telling me i needed to be there with him so i ended up going up there he was in the back with his Grandma and i was in the waiting room with his mother, lil sis and uncle. i ended up meeting his grandfather that night as well while at the hospital it kind of made me sad as hell being up there because i kept thinking about my grandmother who passed away in 2003 so i felt their pain. it was really stressing him out because his grandfather has cancer and they were told he prob. wont be alive for much longer so i cant imagine whats going on in his head. but she ended up having pneumonia and was having a pretty tough time breathing to a point she stop breathing but they eventually got everything under control. his grandmother said "i like you already, you came up here for support thats what i'm talking about." lol we were up there for quite a while his lil sis got sleepy and was crying so much so we told her she could lay down in the car and she ended up falling asleep and we stayed in the waiting room waiting for his Grandmother to get her room so we just went outside to talk and you can tell it meant the world to him that i was there, i just knew how much i wish somebody could of been there for me during that difficult time with my grandmother got rushed to the hospsital so that's prob. why i felt i just HAD to be there being i know too well what it feels like. so we didn't get to do anything what we had planned but we still ended up together.. i'm just glad she is doing better now. & the family is like in love with me now. =) i hope everyone else wk.end was a great one..

                                                                            Happy Monday!

held at gunpoint..

so last night the BF was held at gunpoint last night and was pretty shaken up as you can imagine.. someone came up to his car window and he said his life flashed before his eyes and all he could think about was his family and me.. this is one crazy world we live in the same thing happen to me and my sis friend when he was driving around with his friend. I'm just happy he's ok because the worse could of happened. Thank you God for  protecting him... we are forever grateful..

Happy Friday Lovely Ladies!

The past wk. has been a lil hectic my God Daughter & her twin sis ( which is my twin sis God Daughter) both got hospitalized for asthma so i called off work and headed to the hospital to checkup on my lovely ladies. my sis God daughter was sicker than mines she kept choking and she had an IV but they both were wheezing pretty badly so the nurses had to suction them out by putting a big ass tube up there nose which you can imagine they didn't like  that at all. they were also in separate rooms but next door to each other which i thought was crazy because she had to keep going from one room to the other but i guess they did that in case something else was wrong and they didn't want the other one to catch it but they were there for three days and got discharge and no are doing pretty good (Thank God) . me & the BF spent time together the past wk.end we decided to just stay in and watch movies all day which was fine with both of us but this wk.end we plan on going to see Toy Story 3 (yes we are some big Ass kids) lol and i have been dying to go to the zoo so he said he will take me!! we have been spending our wk.ends together because thats our only day's off since we both work M-F and when he gets off work i'm going to work so it's a lil difficult but we make the best of it when we do see each other it's time well spent. his mom asked me to come with them to Niagara falls next month and stay for three days i believe for that Wednesday, Thursday and Friday but i don't know if my boss will go for that he be tripping when i tell him i can't come in on a certain day so i can just imagine what he will say about three days.. sigh.. but i want to go so he just gonna have to be pissy about it! lol it will be nice to just get away for a few days i seriously need it!

L I F E as of now.

Hey loves!! just felt like doing a quick little update it's late as ever and i know i should be sleeping being i have a hair appointment at 11am smdh. but anywho things have been going absolutely great! me & the boyfriend are doing G R E A T! that man surprises me everyday so this journey has been a great one so far so obviously i have been nothing but smiles we actually had a date on last sunday which was perfect we went to the Marina and just sat and talked about everything, went to dinner and a movie and it was just a great day overall i suppose to be meeting his mom and lil sis soon his mom was actually hoping to meet me last sunday but she had to go to work and he fell asleep so he couldn't come get me early but she already adores me lol =).  oh today he did thee cutest thing he txted my phone and asked me if my mom was going to be at home i'm like yeah but i didn't ask him why i thought he was just going to stop by and say hi to her or whatever but it turned out he brought me some roses and  thee sweetest  card while i was at work when i walked in the house after work it was sitting on the table and i was like "OMG I'm about to cry." lol and i just called him and thanked him, that boy is too sweet to me.. but moving on work is work i can't stand that place half of the time so i'm still searching for a new job but until then i'm stuck where i'm at... i'm just trying to enjoy my summer, enjoying the  spending time with the BF , BBQ's, kickbacks, bowling nights, happy hours on friday's with my co-workers, sleeping in on wk.ends and laughing until my stomach hurts.  life is great!   

                            i hope you lovely ladies enjoy the rest of your wk! it's almost friday!

Watch me!

Drake

Drake's "Thank me later "album is in stores today June 15th his album got leaked a few wks. ago but i still plan on buying it to support his craft.

Pre-nup

Be Bold

—YOUR BOY SIDE—-




You love hoodies.

You love jeans.

Dogs are better than cats.

It’s hilarious when people get hurt.

Shopping is torture.

Sad movies suck.

You own a car racing game.

You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.

At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.

You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.

You have watched sports on TV.

Gory movies are cool.

You go to your dad for advice.

You own like a trillion baseball caps.

You used to collect hockey cards.

Baggy sweats are cool to wear.

It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.

Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors or all.

You love to go crazy and not care what people think.

Sports are fun.

You talk with food in your mouth.

You sleep with your socks on at night.

You have fished at least once.



—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-



You love to shop.

You wear eyeliner.

You wear the color pink.

You go to your mom to talk.

You consider cheerleading a sport.

You hate wearing the color black.

You like going to the mall.

You like getting manicures and/or pedicures .

You like wearing jewelry.

You cried watching The Notebook.

Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.

Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.

You don’t like the movie Star Wars.

You are/were in gymnastics.

It takes you at least one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.

You smile a lot more than you should.

You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.

You care about what you look like.

You like wearing dresses when you can.

You like wearing high heel shoes.

You used to play with dolls as little kid.

You like putting make-up on others.

You like being the star of everything.

Pink is one of your favorite colors.



Appearance •



I am shorter than 5’2

I have many scars.

I tan/burn easily

I wish my hair was a different colour.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.

I have a tattoo.

I am self-conscious about my appearance.

I’ve had/have braces.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than two piercings.

I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.



• Embarrassment •



I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

I’ve had my pants rip in public.



• Health •



I’ve gotten stitches.

I’ve had my appendix removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I’ve had serious surgery.

I’ve had chicken pox.



• Experiences •



I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a shooting star.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

I’v been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve gone skinny-dipping.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve crashed/rolled a car.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a musical.

I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern Lights.

I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

I’ve eaten Sushi.

I’ve been snowboarding.



• Relationships •



I’m single.

I’m in a relationship.

I’m engaged.

I’m married.

I miss someone right now.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.



• Honesty / Crime •



I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out.

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am .

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve ran a red light

I’ve been in a fist fight.

I’ve been arrested.



• Death and Suicide •



I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I’ve seen someone / something dying.

Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.

You have planned your own suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.



• Materialism •



I own over 5 rap CD’s.

I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.

I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.

I own something from Pac Sun.

I own something from The Gap.

I own something I got on E-Bay.

I own something from Abercrombie.



• Random •



I can sing well.

Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

Open up to others easily.

I watch the news.

I don’t kill bugs.

I sing in the shower.

I am a morning person.

I paid for my cell phone ring tone.

I am a sports fanatic.

I twirl my hair.

I care about grammar.

I have “?”’s in my screen name.

I love spam.

I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.

I bake well.

My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange

I would wear pajamas to school.

I like Martha Stewart.

I know how to shoot a gun.

I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

I laugh at my own jokes

I eat fast food weekly.

I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.

I am really ticklish.

I like white chocolate.

I bite my nails.

I’m good at remembering faces.

I’m good at remembering names.

I’m good at remembering dates.

I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Jaden & Willow Smith

Creating something better

This could be the start of something beautiful..

I told you guys i met someone well i knew him since H.S but we have been talking and things are going pretty good which i still can't believe but he is absolutely A-M-A-Z-I-N-G it's kind of scary how good things have been going but i  prayed about it and of course thanked God for blessing me with something so amazing that i thought i would never get or atleast no time soon.. but it happened so unexpectedly He's something i always prayed for so i'm prepared for this wonderful journey i know it won't  be easy as nothing worth having comes easy..  i have stopped looking and out of no where here he comes! but needless to say I'm genuinely happy right now and taking things slow and one day at a time... Thanks to my sis LaLa who i love soooooo much ( i hope she knows that) who always tell me to just wait and he was out there somewhere. you were right! =)

Happy 34th Birthday to my Idol!

Everyday a star is born!!

quickie..

• I have been trying to enjoy my break from school the weather has been abs. gorgeous lately but today it has been raining and cold so hopefully it gets back to normal soon..
• I met someone =) so far so good i haven't been looking what so ever this one def. found me so i'm taking things one day at a time (he went to school with me but we never really talked in H.S)..
• I have been enjoying spending time with my friends & new friends..
•  still haven't gotten my tattoo that i have been dying over but i plan on getting it soon i want a few more and i'm officially done with tats..
• i seriously need to go summer shopping in the next couple wks.
• I'm planning a road trip to ATL with my mom sis, titi, mickeys father and brother.
• still looking for a different Job..

                    Life is What you make it so i'm trying to live as if today is my last...

This girl is a True Laker Fan!

walk by faith...

killer Cramps

Cramps are kicking my ass as always =/