In the christmas spirit :)

I hope everyone will have a great & memorable Christmas!! I'm thinking mines will be pretty amazing so far things have been great and its not even christmas yet i just been enjoying every bit of it and i can say for the first time in a while i'm actually having a pretty good holiday. Tomorrow i plan to go to my dad and step-mom house to drop off gifts to them and my lil brothers and come back home and spend time with my mom and twin sis and at 4pm me and my friend lawrence volunteering at the womens and childrens shelter and the buffalo city mission to help serve food to the less fortunate during this holiday season.

Happy Birthday Grandma!

                        Today is not only Christmas Eve it's my Grandma's birthday! I miss her so much but i know she's watching over me & my family. I love you G-ma, I hope i'm making you proud after all everything i do is for YOU. Rest In Heaven <3

but live girl, have some fun girl we'll be fine

This wk.end had to be one of the B.E.S.T i have had in a long time it has consisted with nothing but friends, drinking, get togethers, bars and laughs and memories.  it was much needed becase i think i dseserved to celebrate the semester being over & me having one more class left until i get my associates so I'm very proud of myself so why not celebrate and let my hair down & i did just that this wk.end and enjoyed every minute of it. i still can't believe christmas is in 5 days its SCARY how fast time flies by but i'm so excited for the new year, i have changed so much in just one year and i'm ready to see what 2011 has in store for me i'm thinking nothing but greatness is headed my way :-)

I love her:

Not every girl wants to be in a relationship. some just want good company; a guy to vibe with, converse with, & laugh with. not in a rish; start off simple, & let the rest find itself. having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is quite beautiful, and it's a good feeling.

Dear Love:

''I’m not asking for perfect, I’m not asking you not to hurt me, and I’m not asking you to make me your whole world.




I don’t believe that it will always be uncomplicated. I’m okay with a little chaos.



All I’m asking for is you to care enough to think about me and prove that it’s all worth it.



''

The power lies within the one who cares the less

The Man's Guide To Love #175 from themansguidetolove on Vimeo.

10 things I've learned this wk.end

1. some of the people i always look out for and always there for wasnt there for me this wk.end so i let go of some people and it feels so good..

2. it's ok to be weak sometimes (my big sister LaLa taught me that)

3. my family will go above and beyond for me!

4. going out to clubs is not my thing anymore.

5. letting God take care of certain things in your life has to be one of the hardest but smartest things you could ever do.

6. spending time with family always make me feel better.

7. The  fall semester is almost over!!!!

8. working hard pays off.

9.  taking a break away from my phone and putting it on silent is so peaceful and relaxing.

10. i rather stay snuggled in my bed with hot tea and a good movie then going anywhere.